A Lonely Dream

It was a lonely dream
Though i was not alone
Was way behind others,
Thinking but nothing sure

Others were finding their way with ease

Like a river, stream or seas
They were doing it their way
I still was thinking, what others would say

Built a behavior of getting stuck
In a fix before i do
Breakers for me accelerate others
Get diverted in the midst of no where

Not aware of what it would,
Made some changes assuming it could
It is my future or present being passed?
Solving questions being never asked.